Self Induced Christmas Stress
♫ Tuesday, December 18th, 2001Once again this year, I have agreed to lead the music at two worship services this Christmas Eve. Two years ago, our church started a new type of service called the Service of Carols and Lessons. It consists of Carols along with some Bible readings and a short sermon (Lessons). There is no choir or formal liturgy The music is classical but not organ/piano. Instead the service has had violin, flute, bassoon, and mandolin in years past. This year, I hope to add oboe and classical guitar.
Now for the stress part. Since these are ad hoc groups, there is a mad rush in early December to find people who will agree to play and find rehearsal times that fit in the busy schedules of those do do agree. Also, since there are two services and not everyone wants to play at both, the instrument mix changes between the services which can affect what special music can be done. Add to this the fact that it has been almost a year since I have played many of these tunes (therefore I’m rusty) and they are in keys I am not used to playing in adds to the anxiety level. However, the services make up for that stress that leads up to Christmas Eve. The mellow sounds of the acoustic instruments, people singing familiar carols, and the spirit of Christmas all work their magic to make me ready for Christmas morn. Also the attention required forces me to keep my eye (and ear) focused on the music and words that speak to the true meaning of Christmas.